Hi she is not feeling "it" anymore

[Mrrch]

Well I'm glad I found this site. I feel better already about our future already.
I caught my wife chatting with men online last July and she told me she was done and trying to find a way to tell me it was over. I was taken by surprise. I went to therapy a few times and realized my shortcomings ( not a real good talker about my feelings/ I am an introvert) I have always supported my wife and kids ( daughter is 7 now, son is 5 now). Our mothers had passed away recently, she had given up work to raise our children and I always praised her that. A few therapy sessions later my wife agrees to work on our marriage. Last November the real truth comes out. My wife had been sexual with another man on 2 different getaways and he got caught by my wife online with 4 other women ( another who had ended her marriage for him as well). Well I thought my wife had seen the light, she was so apologetic and remorseful about it. Things were good over the holidays But as time went on I saw her pulling back and being on her phone more and more. I had mood swings and some depressed days due to the hurt.Then I caught her sexting someone again then she said our marriage is over last Tuesday. She said she loves me but is not feeling "it" .I had found the 180 list about a week prior and felt good about the changes I was making for myself. So here I find myself not feeling so alone anymore and hopefulness that our family can be put back together and my wife will accept our love.