Things get better. Be patient with yourselves. When I went through mine I played games in my head. I used to imagine how life would look like. I tried to look at my new life in exciting ways. Eating what I wanted going places. But the fear would drown my imagination. I kept doing it. Imagining wonderful things. Slowly I began to remember who I was. It took a couple of years. I still deal with fear but Im humble now.
You will come out the other side soon. Regardless of the outcome of your stich. And you will make mistakes at DBing. If you didnt you wouldnt be here and the world would have been cured by you.
So GAL and try and remember the wonderful falable human being you are.
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”
