Feeling so hopeless

[Lucy105]

So, H just called my phone. I didn't answer, so he texted, and I didn't respond to that either. He is sending a repair company out to pick up my broken lawn mower, to fix it, and return it to me.

He's finally making attempts to call me, second in a week. This makes me so confused. What if he really is trying? What if being positive and friendly with him was working, along with the letter the DB coach helped me put together? What if avoiding him now pushes him away? I'm feeling so confused!