I'd just like to say that your last post is EXACTLY on the money as to what it's all about. Keep working on yourself. Be the best man you can be for her or someone else, wherever the road leads. Know that you WILL be happy eventually, with or without her.

You're going to experience the emotional roller coaster still, even though you are at peace now. Just keep that thought in your head and be happy with yourself as best you can. Thoughts are with you brother.

Me 37,W37
D8,D5
T20 years, M13 years
BD-5/14
MC starts (continues)-9/14
EA discovered-10/14
Piecing(?)-11/14-5/14
"I just feel 'done'"-5/15
Trial S (I moved)-6/15/15