I think my wife is totally confused on what she wants, she wants a divorce, than she misses me and loves me. I've fixed all my problems and I being someone that nobody would want to leave. w might leave me, but I'm not going to make it easy and give her any new reasons to leave. I believe I've done everything I can to fix this, now it just going to take time to prove to her I'm the man she wants to be with.
I'm not pestering, or smothering, sober, I'm going out living a happy life, making her want to be with me. She has filed, But I still haven't been served. I still believe she will serve me because I think she will test me to the limits. She might even finish it with the big D, if so there is nothing I can do but go on to the next chapter of my life. I love my W but I'm not going to make myself miserable trying to please her. I did that the first couple months trying to fix us. Sure I still have bad days where I can't get her out of my head, but I don't show her that.
She's more than welcome to come along my life journey if she chooses.
