RD, thanks for your kind words, you made me smile again. And please know, that thinking about you always makes me smile and makes me feel loved, what is exactly what I need right now.

It's not the first time I need to stand up for myself and move my life forward. This time is just a bit harder.

I will keep the positives and since it is spring, I fill my life with Pink. You can probably picture me when around your daughters. I am very girl, even when I am all tough, I am still pretty much a girl. Crying, complaining, whining, with all the girl stuff around and lots of pink.

Toots... we are so amazing!! We are in these crazy soap opera drama for quite long now. And yet, like you say, we are trying our best and moving. Me, not so much as you. You are a very good model for me Toots, many times I think I would like to be like Toots, because reading your posts always translate to me that you are this super organized person and every pieces of the puzzle just fall in it's place.

I like to be organized, but my life is always on the go. I feel like I am always so busy.

I will try and try very hard to succeed, start taking H from my court. We have just a few months to go and then we will probably be divorced. Oh well, I can't control anything right now, just myself and my feelings, so I will try my best to start preparing myself for the future.

I agree, H may be in the fog, confused, depressed and whatever else, what I realized is that is none of my business.

Thanks for always being there for me Toots, I think I will be feeling more positive to post on your guy's threads.

Love,
Pink


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