I actually printed off the posts from you and 25 so I can reread every day for right now. Some of it made me feel really bad. Its something I think I needed to hear however.
I am really going to try focusing on myself and see I need to work on my own life. I like to run and I workout daily. I have not done much weightlifting as I have been getting to workout late so no time. The reason for that is because I have been usually hanging around the house in the morning for H to come pickup S so I can see and talk with H. Would a good 180 be for me not to be there and get out of house before H gets there and go to gym and then I would have more time to incorporate my weightlifting? We had an arrangement that H would get there at 7:30 and I would be gone right before that but I have been staying and waiting for him.
I like to garden so I am going to spend more time this summer doing that.
Cooking is a good idea and I am not good at that and I think I might enjoy grilling.
My S and I are going on vacation by ourselves at the end of May to our cabin. This has always been a family thing and this year I am going to load us up and drive myself. I did ask H if he wanted to come and he said No. I did have good enough sense to leave it at that.
