The kids and I are doing fine. S is growing up so fast. He is so much like me in so many things he does. He tells me how X gets irritated with him because S is like me in so many ways.
D has been having thoughts about dying and is scared to grow up because she thinks she will die, or her family will die. I remember having those fears when I was her age. I just try and comfort her. It isn't easy though.
As far as me, I am doing well. Still whittling down debt. Doing a good job with it too if I say so myself. Totally happy in my relationship with NG and the kids absolutely love him. But I do have to admit after so many years of it being just me and the kids it is strange to be "a family" again. I got so independent. And NG wants us to be together. But I am used to doing my own thing. I am trying to find some middle ground because while I love my independence I can understand how he feels.
I think it may be time to look for another job. I am feeling fairly stagnant where I am and I am not too confident in the future of the company where I currently work. There aren't a lot of options though. I am waiting until after the move so I can concentrate on things more fully.
WH
AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012 Two kids, one dog D Final 6/18/14 J marries OW 1/24/15 "No matter where you go, there you are"
