if it's too late why is he still here?

[lost18]

I'm going in circles. I think it's time to look at the reasons I want to save this marriage. I wrote them down as suggested by another marriage saving site, podcast actually.

I will have to find time to give more details on what has been buzzing in my mind. At what point is trying to save my marriage overlapping with being a doormat?

He has a lot of time at home alone, all week from 830 to at least 3 if I'm working...he could at least have the decency to limit his texting (that he feels the need to hide) to that time frame. I think I'll have to look into that rubber band trick..

For the next couple of months I'm going to sit tight and try to focus on being the best me I can be.

I know I need to check on y'all but time for me to go recite the Serenity Prayer a bazillion times and go to sleep!

Thanks for all the support and Mom's Day wishes!