Sorry to keep adding posts. Just letting it flow though...

About a month or so ago (before the poo hit the fan again, while we were still "doing good" and "back"), I brought up the concept of wanting to make amends for the past deeds. This has stuck with her, which she has mentioned several times in couples therapy.

Stuck with her negatively, that is. She keeps thinking about that, looking back, and thinking that she really doesn't know or think that I can... That is just makes her so unsure about everything because she can't see how I can possibly "make up" for the damage done in the past.

A negative connection at this point to be sure, probably much too soon to even begin thinking about for her?

Me 37,W37
D8,D5
T20 years, M13 years
BD-5/14
MC starts (continues)-9/14
EA discovered-10/14
Piecing(?)-11/14-5/14
"I just feel 'done'"-5/15
Trial S (I moved)-6/15/15