Thanks Bob for the prayer and advice. Working around the house today. Waiting for the thunder storms tonight. I love thunder storms!
Yesterday we took the Guinea Pigs to their new home. My H got very emotional. As much as it upset me too and I'll miss them, I wanted to say to him. "That's what you get for the decision that you made and I hope it hurts!" But I didn't...I STFU! I told them they were going to a good home and that it was the right decision.
Today H text me asking if he was still on my benefits since he needed to get new contacts. He is unless we get divorced or I quit my job. Again I wanted to tell him that all that is his problem not mine.
I don't know why I feel such animosity towards him today. We had a great dinner last night. Watched some episodes of Arrow and spent the night together. In the morning when I was leaving he asked me again if I would go to where he is relocating his business. He was feeling insecure and worried that I won't come to be with him when I sell my house.
Oh well, time to do some more de-cluttering. Happy Monday everyone!
Di-mond in the rough M-45 H-38 My children S-25 D-23 T 5 M 4 H left April Fools Day 2015
