Sorry to hear you dont feel your doing well. from an external perspective it looks like you are in all practical senses but i know full well thats not the same as feeling it.
I would give you a manly reassuring hug but i dont want things to get all awkward between us or make pink jealous
Can you explain what your L/C said in a little more detail please? did she say she cant help you at all any more was it more specific?
I'm off out for a bit now but i'll check in later
Both mid 30s, 2 young kids BD 7sep14 XW moved on long ago, now living with OM1 D paperwork in progress