Hi Pink. Don't be down on yourself , you love this man !!!!! We can all see that in your posts. He loves you too just doesn't feel it at the moment. I hate to use a 2 x 4 because you know I care for you BUT this man is sleeping with someone else ! Life can change in a heartbeat and no one knows how your am will end up I have great hope for you and H because he seems so lost , however he is not the man he was because that man would not hurt Pink like he has.
Please take this as its meant Stop putting yourself down in front of him and when you think of yourself. Your Pink , beautiful , intelligent , caring , kind . Passionate , a fantastic mum and a great friend to all you meet. If H cannot see this then it's his loss.
He got the flowers but couldn't wait to give them to you !! Come on !!!
DBing is so hard because you have to do what's not natural or comfortable. You have just made it clear to H that he can comeback into your life whenever he wants. He can, but he can't know that. Pink cannot be plan B , Pink is plan A+++++.
today changed nothing but tomorrow and all the days after dan , it's upto you Pink
DB like a champ , you can do this , your H has to see he can lose Pink ( to a certain Irish man that shall remain nameless for now !!! )
Pink. Please accept that you still love him so stand for your M. To you it's hopeless but this is your family your thinking of and its soloo hard but you can do it
Pink above is my thoughts , I hope I have not upset you and I say everything from my head , no emotion
If I let my emotion speak , then , drive to the airport and head to Dublin or London and I will be there to meet you !!!!!!!!
Relax my friend , it's ok You have your wonderful boys , a great job that you love and your life ahead of you. You will be happy again I promise. And I would t lie to the future Mrs Rd !! !!!!!!!
Take care and post a lot because all your supporters on here will have great advice for you.
