Hmm.. I see how this can be confusing. Especially to a younger version of Cali.
Think back for a second, Cali. When did you first notice this type of "switch" behavior from calm and collected to rage/spew? Be honest and objective - don't let your feelings cloud things if you can help it. Clinical is the term I believe.
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."