A small correction - not me getting up and leaving, but WW does that. Just gets up and leaves. It's akward, embarassing, leaves me feeling confused, disoriented, scared and just again with the rug pulled out from under me. This happens over and over with me it seems. There must be a lesson in this, I am looking hard to understand the lesson and find meaning for myself. I am tired of living like this. Living in fear of being alone, being broke, losing my kids, fear of living in the moment.
Perhaps you are right, I just really and completely need to let go of the control aspect.
It's ironic that you urged me to "live life without regrets". That seems to be the mantra of my WW. When we first started dating 20 years ago, we had bracelets made that said "No Regrets" in Latin.
Fast forward to now, she said to me she wants to live her life with no regrets and had bracelets made with Hindu language for her and her AP and she left. She is a firm believer of living with no regrets.... and off she went...
