Mozza, you're a great writer. I love that you can so openly sit with all your contradictions without trying to make them make sense, relevant to each other. I'll take this bit of inspiration with me this week, it's something I've read today that speaks to me.

Congrats on your bits of peace and joy. I hope things continue to go well for you.


Mid 30's
Psych-abusive M with violent tantrums from XH
D 9/15; NC forever on

You can't DR your way out of abuse.