Heavy and Bob are correct. You aren't pathetic-you are generous and it's difficult to realize what once may have been appreciated, now is not. I haven't read your sitch so I won't delve much further.
Heck, I still pass t-shirts and think "x Mr. GB would love this short!" Then I realize I'm not getting him that. But I do know that one day ( I love giving gifts and surprises!) I will do that again.
Hang in there. Lots of good stuff at Costco:-)
3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer