I am, but we'll have them exactly 50/50. So that will be nice when I have them. Came back to the house. On the way talked with sister in law who really disapproves of ww and affair. She told me she talked with ww yesterday and grilled her about affair and her actions. We got defensive and angry. Told her that she was just having fun and enjoying herself. This [censored] and doesn't appear she's ever getting out of the fog.
I just don't see her caring about me or if anything does or doesn't happen. I miss her so much, even when I'm in the same room with her. It's Mother's Day and I feel like an outsider in my own home with my kids.
M-33 W-33 S-11, S-8 M-11, T-14 BD - 12/26, Divorce Filing and admits to affair (her) 4/18 I moved out 5/23