Winham, my heart goes out to u. The mind games that occur thinking about the om or when ww is at a friends who supports the affair is grueling. I'm glad the ic seems to be helping.
Sorry it was a rougher weekend but it has to get better at some point. Maybe just in spurts. Try to enjoy those times as much as u can.
I'm starting to process and deal with my ww not being herself and pushing for the divorce while continuing her affair. I have no idea if she'll ever come back and I'm just now past the denial stage of greiving
M-33 W-33 S-11, S-8 M-11, T-14 BD - 12/26, Divorce Filing and admits to affair (her) 4/18 I moved out 5/23