Good luck heavy! We seem to be going through similar situations. I am constantly battling wih the loneliness and trying to get through the hurt of her ignoring, not caring about me, no contact with her and trying to get through the lying and cheating.
It's so hard and I wish it would be over and I could be happy again. I hope you have a great lunch!
M-33 W-33 S-11, S-8 M-11, T-14 BD - 12/26, Divorce Filing and admits to affair (her) 4/18 I moved out 5/23