Thanks Py, Joe. Yeah, Sunny, I had a lot of negative emotions to work through for sure. Some of it just takes time to process. Deep down I am not one to cling to destructive feelings, life's too short and that's not what I want my contribution to be. This has definitely been a deeply devastating voyage as being loving and loyal to the partner God gave you has always meant the world to me, but I've been shown I am here to choose my path, not anyone else's. Thanks for the support through the good and bad.
PS- just got back from our hike. We are all tired and it is naptime. Then dinner, a movie, and some free time. Church in the AM with my friend's family, then a little breakfast as a group. There have been some spats, but it's all good
Me:38 XW:38 T:11 years M:8 years Kids: S14, D11, D7 BD/Move out day: 6/17/14, D final Dec 15