Heavy - I feel for u. As my ww continues to escalate the d proceedings and I move out, while I'm angry I do feel a lot of pity and sorrow for her. I truly believe she is not herself and not thinking right. She is just trying to escape.
That being said, it doesn't mean I'm ready to trust her or would want to jump into a relationship with her.
The more time goes on the more I fully begin to accept and understand it could be over. Which [censored]. But the thing that is comforting is its not just the good things that I remember being over, but all the bad too. If something does happen down the road, it can only mean it would be better and not more of the same.
M-33 W-33 S-11, S-8 M-11, T-14 BD - 12/26, Divorce Filing and admits to affair (her) 4/18 I moved out 5/23