I am truly touched by all you wrote it in particular what I quoted above. you brought a gigantic smile to my face. As RD wrote, it is all part of the emotional roller coaster.

Z, what would I do without you and the other loving folks out there. As others have said I really wish we could meet each other somehow someday.

BTW, you were not rambling at all. LOL. I can read and reread your post in it all makes sense to me.

Please see my previous post above to cadet which explains how I was feeling last night or how I got to that point.

Love to you Heavy and hang in there!!

Bob


Me:55 yrs/W:51 yrs (has MS)
M:14 yrs
T:15 yrs
No children together--3 each from previous marriages
Wife Moved Out: 10/19/14
Wife Filed for Divorce: 10/20/14
Divorce Final: 10/21/15