Jeez

What a great idea SunnyB. I am glad they accepted.

Just freaking out lately that the end is in sight. Some on the boards say that D is not the end. You can always remarry if you want but the odds are 5%. Pretty low right.

Just cannot fathom how I got here but here I am. Never thought this would ever happen to me.

My WW is "so happy" with her creepy circus freak. My only consolation is that she lives in another city and hopefully will stay there, which should reduce the chances of my kids having to deal with it.

When I talk to W it is if she is suddenly 16 years old again and throwing a temper tantrum. I have seen this look when she deals with her Mom. Its is bizarre to watch and I just validate and try not to escalate any conversations into arguments.

I did manage to score a dinner tonight with a friend and an invitation to a Mothers Day brunch (solo). So...there you go, fast track to Dville but I am the lighthouse and will continue to shine my light.

I feel so sorry for my WW. She is making such bad choices for her and our family. She see's it of course as FREEDOM and liberty from he oppressor. She told me that's how she felt when she was kicked out of her Mom's house at 16. She was dirt poor, had to eat ramen noodles, withdrew from school, but was FREE and in her mind, that was worth everything. Oh, the relationship that got her kicked out of the house did not last either. This whole situation seems like replay from 30 years ago.

Strange....


Was made a better person by DB'ers