Had dinner with a a friend and her husband last night. Today going to the beach with another friend. Seem to be feeling a tiny bit better every day. Some positive changes are that I have not brought up OW at all in any of our conversations, did not let him know I saw the phone records and have been only responding to his barrage of texts (regarding getting everything done as soon as possible) when I need to answer a question. I told him that divorce is a process and he can't just snap his fingers and have it happen yesterday. That we have been in limbo for the past 7 months and why now is he in such a hurry. He said that we really have been in limbo since our first fight in 8/13. Wow...just wow.
Me:36 H: 29 T: 4 years M: 2 years No kids In-house sep 10/4/14 H moved out 1/2/15 Talk of D 4/9/15
"She's standing on a line between giving up and seeing how much more she can take" John Mayer
