Your link got deleted.
But ya, might be true. Although I do feel masculin lol. It's more the "happiness" and "fun" that got destroyed. I used to love my life, do fun things, listen to music, laugh my azz off, feel easy. But lots of things changed. Bad R, social and financial pressure, etc.
But I'm almost certain I can get there again. I'm still working on myself, my job, my happiness. But I'm stuck in a rough patch it feels like.
I'm pretty melancholic these days. And I really started to get afraid of the baggage I have to carry around for quiet some while.

Nothing else has changed in my sitch, only that I am ready to give in and give up on my M and move on with my life. Question is: have I done enough to make a difference, to feel ok about everything?

Me 32 (German) Wife 28
T 3yrs M 2yrs
Moved to US for W
No kids
BD 6/2014
In house separation
Confirmed EA 1/2015
(ongoing since BD)
OM not ready
Real D talk started 1/27/15