Can it be another round?

[BrightFuture]

Job, Mighty, thanks. The word “cool” has been in H’s vocabulary forever. I use it too, I guess I copied it from him at some point. Plus, in my part of the country, it is quite common, just like “dude”.

Me, on the other hand... I'm living more of the bachelor life than him! Ha!

You go, girl! And I completely agree with this:

But, I don't know how things can play out for him with more responsibility, more of a tight rope, being more controlled, more stress, more kids.... ugh. No fun.

No fun indeed… Can’t even imagine what kind of life is that for him.

Yes, H is still trying to figure things out…

So, the recent development. He ordered an iPad !!! And from where !!! From Walmart !!! The store he would never be found in any close proximity to, according to what he said before. Even our mutual friends at the vacation home knew not ask him to buy anything for them from this store, because he would never go in there. He had this principal for a long time.

And an iPad !!! WOW!!! He is on the roll. I can’t wait for what is coming next.

I guess he wants the pictures of that crazy woman and her boobs in pick bra, on a bigger scale, LOL.

I’ve been reading a lot about the depression and thinking some about all these new things H is doing. I have some interesting thoughts on this. Maybe all these new things, like buying citrus color swim trunks, shopping at Walmart, buying smart phone (a few months ago), joining the FB, etc. are not that bad after all. Maybe it is new H that is coming out of the shell he’s been in for all these years. It always amazed me how H was so adamant about certain things and had these strict principles that he followed. I think it was some kind of protective mechanism that he developed from his teenage years, after the D of his parents.

Maybe now he is getting out of his shell and exploring the things that are normal for other people. Maybe he will no longer stubbornly stick to his decisions and will reconsider some of them . You see where I’m going with this, LOL. NOT. I don’t want to put anything into this in terms of renewed hope or anything (even though it tries to creep inside ), I will keep doing what I’m doing, moving forward. It is just so interesting to watch now.

Well, there is more I want to say, but just cannot gather my thoughts at this time.