Put one foot in front of the other

[Bob723]

Dumb, dumb, dumb

So H has been gone to a team building thing with work since Wednesday. He texted me this morning asking how our S was and how our days have been.

I responded, "Good. You?"
H, "Long, boring."
Me, "You knew it would be. :("
H, "Oh well"
Me, "All day today too?"
H, "Yup"

Now I make the dumb move. I decide to call him as he seems down. His response in tone clearly showed me he did not want to talk on the phone at all. Oh why did I call?

Dumb, dumb, dumb.

Hello Eirinn,

You know the old saying about hindsight. Sure, looking back, maybe it wasn't a good idea to call him. Now you'll know for the next time. We all stumble and make mistakes, so don't be too hard on yourself.

Just this morning, I got the idea of posting this "daily affitmation." I have done so today in several threads, including my own. Why not give it a try? It might seem odd at first, but saying this outloud, in front of a mirror, daily seems to make me feel stronger! I have been doing this for 1 week.

In the infinity of life where I am all is perfect whole and complete. I now choose calmly and objectively to see my old patterns and I am willing to make changes. I choose to have fun doing this. I choose to react as though I have found a treasure when I discover something else to release. I see in feel myself changing moment by moment. Thoughts no longer have any power over me. I am the power in the world. I choose to be free. All is well in my world.

(((Eirinn)))