So now I have turned my kids over for the week. I left it as "I kow you will have a great week. Mommy loves you and I will see you Monday for scouts to D6 and then pick up on Friday. I love you" and they bound out of the car to school. My heart breaks into a thousand pieces every time I have to say goodbye for a week.
My W continues to pursue the A even though she has told family that it won't lead anywhere. My W is alone most of the time, so what emotional connection can she possibly get from this? She broke up 2 families, for this part time, non monogamous life style. I continue to be baffled and dissapointed in her choices.
For me, I have a lot of GAL lines up for the week, working out, IC, meeting with friend for supper, rearranging house, bike rides etc... Trying to stay busy and occupied.
I swear as long as I live, I will never truly understand this but I guess it is not for me to understand. There are many things in life I don't understand and I will add this to my pile.
Taking the advice of others on this board, I have been more upbeat in my responses, but it's still very strained. She coninues to lie to me about silly things and I just acccept them for what they are. As long as it doesn't hurt the kids there is nothing I can do about it.
