Originally Posted By: Zues126
Tulo,

Look at this meeting more as checking the weather. It may be stormy now, but this is not proof that the end is here.


Thanks Zeus, you are right. That is how I have to approach things. If I really love him, as I do, I have to see this long term and what happens tomorrow is not end all be all of this story. I have to hammer that into my week mind and soul at the moment and hope it reaches shore before tomorrow, so that I can be cool, understanding, collected and fun and then we'll see what happens.

I'm just so worried right not Zeus, I try to tell myself that it's my mind playing me for a fool and that I need to slow down and just focus on my job at hand, letting him speak his mind and show him that I care about how he feels.

I have a 10 K run before our meeting tomorrow and I'm hope I will be able to do it well and then continue in the spirit of that when him and I meet.

Please Zeus, think of me..

Big hug!


M: 44 H: 43
ILYBNILWY: 7/4-15 Decided to try to reconnect.
"This doesn't work, I have no feelings": 20/4-15
Scheduled "talk" :9/5-15
It's over: 9/5