The "talk" scheduled for Saturday..

[Tulo]

Zeus, thank you so much for your reply and thoughts.

I know your not one of the vets but your thoughts help a great deal! I will try to keep cool and not push him. I want to know lots of things but understand that I might just go home, not knowing anything more than I did before but one love lost.

Zeus, I'm having such anxiety at the moment that it's to breath.. We have Friday afternoon here now, sun is shining, not a word from him and I just feel awful!
So scared of how he's going to meet me tomorrow, sour grapes, over it, angry, closed off.. It all scares me to death and the thoughts just keep spinning round and round.

Keep your fingers crossed for me tomorrow, I need it bad.

All my best and a big hug!