Had nice evening with kids, W spent night with a friend. As much as I want to save this marriage I'm finally coming to the conclusion its out of my control and I need to move on with life. Yesterday I joined the local Harley group, going to get out and meet new people. Done with this loving someone and getting nothing in return.
From here on out I'm going to take care of me and the kids, and protect myself in the big D. Still hoping to get through this without starting a war, but I realize that there is a good chance one will start.
