Ripken - LRT with a WW and divorce filed #2

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Today is our anniversary and I'm flying out to New Orleans for the weekend, couldn't stay. As she's leaving for work I had thought or hoped she'd say something like goodbye or have a safe trip - expectations.

She comes into the room and wakes me up. Only to ask me to take out the trash and then leaves.

Also last night I got email from her lawyer. Ww and I spoke Sunday and agreed we needed to communicate more and be more open throughout the process. However she went Wednesday and had her attorney work up a proposal in an effort to expedite the divorce proceedings and never told me. 3 days after suggesting we talk more she completely does the opposite.

I never brought it up to her and won't. Will have all communication go through my lawyer. Also will continue to drag out the divorce. Not sure if it will have any impact on her like ending the affair, reconsidering things, etc. however, I know I need the extra time for me to get used to being separated, gal and process everything.

Everyone says she's not herself and these things she does or doesn't do are not intentional. But she says she is and is finally being her. Either way, I'm no longer sure if who she is or will be is someone that in can be happy with anymore.