new here.... burned out.

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Also I am curious how you see a habit of me trying to get closer and pulling back in my write up?

I know I have trouble seeing through my haze of emotion so maybe I'm missing it. I do see his actions as baby steps bc we went from lovers to roommates as a slow spiral and then to downright rude and cruel to me and now we are back to roommates with pleasant conversation and sometimes even laughter between us. Is this not slow progress?

I know I am new and learning. I've only read the book once and I haven't poked around the forum too much yet.