As for me, dropping the rope, some days are better than others, I can't lie. I can go for a few days thinking I can do this, and then I get an email or text and I simply fall apart. Does that ever happen to you?
I think more than anything I woulc appreciate consistency in my emotions. I am not asking to be "super happy or high" all the time, but just middle of the road I will settle for.
The more time progresses, themore I think about my situation logically and realize how much I gave up to the marriage, things that I would not do now. So, in that respect, I feel better about myself and the DB process. I hope you feel that way too.
