"And then there was this guy who only wanted to talk about something completely different.
Originally Posted By: MrBond I thought you wanted to stop the poly lifestyle since it got you to this point. So you still want to continue it?"
Seriously? You just can't resist being a d*ck can you?
The reason why I asked is because it was important to know how serious you were about your changes before creating a response. But you didn't get that.
"In the end I convinced myself that it would be better if I didn't reach out to her. Because it would lead her to pursuing me. Turns out I was wrong."
Yes you were. Learn from it.
You said that your W had issues with you putting her down. Seems like you can't shake that habit.
Look, I totally feel for you. And I was in your shoes and know you can turn things around. But if you would rather spend the time focussing on being an @$$hole, that's up to you. Problem is that you become more of what you focus on.
And I sincerely hope everything works out.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
