Feeling so hopeless

[Lucy105]

Thank you mahhhty!!!!!! . I'm trying so hard! I have my difficult moments, and my meltdowns, just like everyone else I'm sure, but keeping faith, and keeping positive has been a huge focus for me.

Tuesday the 5th was our 14 year wedding anniversary, and it was a very hard day for me. No matter what I did, I couldn't focus, so I gave myself permission to grieve. By the afternoon, I was up, a bit more focused, and back on the treadmill working on me.

I am not going to contact him now, he knows what was in that letter, so I'm going to wait for him to contact me, then go from there.