Keep fighting. Don't give up until she's gone. Don't tell her you don't love her. You can feel that somewhere deep down it's in her to love back, something is stopping the process right now.
I understand that you are feeling terrible right now. Me same. I want the earth to stop and let me get off, just for a breather. Keep with it pal!
M 45 W 52 SD22 S9 D8 BD 6 April 2015 Not living together 4 Dec 2015