Trying to Follow DB & DR (3)

[Miman2]

I'm tired of having to explain myself, as others have said it's exhausting. So I'll try to keep this brief.

I'm not blaming anyone. I almost posted that with the previous post. But I didn't, I figured it would be too much explanation. Thought I could convey that with the last three lines. All "I" statements.

I'm taking responsibility for my decisions

In the end I convinced myself that it would be better if I didn't reach out to her.
Because it would lead her to pursuing me. Turns out I was wrong.

All I was doing was expressing the frustration I was facing when people were focusing on other things when I felt needed help on something else.

People can't seem to understand why this junkyard dog keeps barking the the people trying to free him. Maybe because he feels they're unhooking the chain around his collar instead of getting his foot out of the bear trap its in. Yes it ultimately sets him free but it's not the most urgent thing he's focused on in the moment.

People probably remember me asking for "helpful advice". Those interactions with that person is where that came from. Right or wrong that's my opinion and as you've all said we all should respect other people's opinions.

Wonka, I'm working on those. I'll update once I have something significant to report.