Mozza,

I understand the plateau, I've been there. If you think about it, the emotional rollercoaster has slowed, but its still running. I also get the whole 'love and care' thing. But while its missing right now, it won't be missing forever.

So, I've been definitely trying to better voice what I want and I can see its a fight with me and well....with me. It's really tough and I can see its part of what I need to work on.


M:36 W:37
T: 15 M:11
S6 D5
BD: 8/10/14
IDLY: 8/12/14
S: 8/13/14 (she left, I stayed w/ kids)
D Mentioned: 10/15/14
Confronted about OM: 10/15/14
EA: ~4/13 PA: ~10/13
She filed: 8/15 (not final)