Well, I've been thinking lots but haven't put anything on paper yet. Had a total meltdown yesterday, so couldn't even bare to think to find a response to all the bad things my mind was telling me that he will say, and today I've been out and about all day. Will start, a.s.a.p!

All my best! smile


M: 44 H: 43
ILYBNILWY: 7/4-15 Decided to try to reconnect.
"This doesn't work, I have no feelings": 20/4-15
Scheduled "talk" :9/5-15
It's over: 9/5