So I just met with W to pick up S9 hearing aid. She called and asked to meet for the pick up. She had broken it trying to clean it improperly.
It was a drive by interaction, I said hello, thank you and off she drove. Total encounter time 25 seconds. There was no eye contact. I tried to be light and breezy, she acted like she could not wait to drive away.
She has a new hairstyle, new aviator sunglasses and had the "I've moved on attitude." I always told her how beautiful her hair was when it was long and now it's all chopped off. its like everything she was, has changed, everything she once believed in has changed, she really is not recognizable to me.
So sad to think this was the person I shared my life with, confided my hopes and dreams with, and have two children with.
Again, who is this person? Her new attitude and hair scream I am free and am liberated from the prison.
Wait - I am mindreading. She may not be thinking that at all. But that's how it "felt" anyway. I know feelings should not lead our decisions, but....
