Zephyr, thank you so much for your response. I have been GALing, but I'm not sure I've really been thinking about what makes me happy in the long way. I've truly still been living moment to moment. Maybe I should start thinking about some goals that are a little more long term. Hmm...what does make Eirinn happy? Thanks for the thinking prompt!
It's funny that whenever says I'm strong, I immediately deny it. I don't feel strong. I just feel like I'm surviving in a chaotic time. Again, an area that I should look closer at.
I'm so glad you like the lighthouse story. I still read it almost daily!
*hugs* E
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