Winhamn intro - D in process, WAW

[Winhamn]

I feel different today.

I'm going to an IC session in a few minutes. I have (2) ICs, one is focusing on my sexual abuse recovery, the other is like "general". I'm going to the "general". She's been my IC since my wife's EA 4 years ago and she knows our whole story.

I stopped going for a year and a half until the divorce hit. I backslid a lot during that time. And the marriage went boom.

But I feel good today. Confident.

And it sort of [censored], because there have been days recently when I felt so terrible and I wanted nothing more then to be able to go to my IC and cry and whine and let it out.