Rai - thanks. I wish I could constantly feel that way and maybe in time I will. All I know is right now, it's easier when we are apart. VERY similar to the feeling I have no longer being FB friends. I can use facebook daily and never have to worry or be anxious about who she's talking to or what she's up to - out of sight, out of mind.
I can live my life, GAL and do all the 180s I want. Taking back control or some feeling of it, I've found to be very cathartic.
M-33 W-33 S-11, S-8 M-11, T-14 BD - 12/26, Divorce Filing and admits to affair (her) 4/18 I moved out 5/23