I second what Job said, Heather. And glad to see you are putting the feelings on the table. But exploring that is a good idea in my opinion.
You seem to be nibbling at other things as well, Heather but focusing on those parts as Job suggested is likely a really good idea. I think you are making some pretty good connections to and between things and would like to see them through and put to rest. I know I would like you to be able to put them to rest at some point - now that you are starting to see them
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
