I am sure given my recent messages that I may be called a hypocrite here, but it has come to my attention that W has been sending naked pictures of herself to both men and women and at the same time been receiving them in the last few days.
I am not pointing this out to criticse her - she can do what she wants as far as I'm concerned - and yes, I have been on a few dates, but it goes to show where her head is at. I have been putting zero effort in for a little while now in trying to save my M as I thought there was zero chance of doing so and my feelings have changed anyway, this would just seem to confirm that I had made the right choice. W seems to be slowly going around the twist (sending/receiving naked messages to women presumably she has met online???).
Funnily enough six months ago say this would have been devastating. These days it really hardly bothers me at all - there is such little feeling. It just bring into focus what needs to be done next; sell house, push on with D process, be a good dad, improve my career and finances, and move on and live my life.
BD - 30TH JAN 2015 S - 30TH JAN 2015 PA CONFIRMED - 16TH FEB 2015 (SINCE AT LEAST OCT 2014) CONTINUAL TALK OF D ME: 31 W: 28 T: 10yrs M: 4.5yrs D:5, S:6