V - maybe that has been the problem all along - the wrong staples!
RD, thank you. The thing is, I don't even know what to believe from him at this point. I try just not to believe anything all that much, but of course things do go round in my mind.
If I follow the track of his thoughts on me as a person - he loves me, I'm beautiful and the best to be M to - it seems bizarre that he would want us to D. Why would you want to do that? But then I go back to the 'Men in Midlife Crisis' book - "there will be an urgent need to regress if you feel you have missed out on something - and the M will never win out against that" - it makes more sense.
Anyway, best not to wonder. WFH today and just having a break for lunch. I'm out at a charity fashion show with the social ladies tonight. Then poll clerking tomorrow - loooong day...
Take care all xx
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus
