Winhamn intro - D in process, WAW

[Winhamn]

Custody arrangements talk went poorly...well...in so much as she said a whole lot of hurtful things, such as "I don't care about your feelings", "I can't stand to live with you", "I want you to get the f out of the house as soon as possible".

I very much recognize this is all part of the script, but that doesn't really make it hurt less.

Generally speaking, I remained fairly calm, productive, and tried to listen more then I talked. I did argue a little, and there were some spots I should have validated better or done more STFU, but I did ok.

Tonight, prior to the talk, I was really reminded of why I was so miserable in our marriage. She spent so much time texting instead of taking care of the kids or watching S5's soccer game, it just really gets under my skin.

So between watching her choose her phone over our family, and the things she said, I'm starting to remember why it was me that filed for divorce first....

I'm starting to transfer into that hateful anger stage.

I've been thinking snarky things to say or do all night long, but have managed to keep my mouth shut.