V, you know, it is interesting how many people told me today that they are happy to see me finally getting angry. LOL. I guess that is what I needed to do all along. I always try to talk myself out of anger--find my responsibility in the situation rather than placing blame. Honestly, I always hated the way anger felt, but after going through these weeks--month now of panic and anxiety I realize there are much worse feelings than anger. And frankly, I am ANGRY!
I am no longer talking to H. Took my kids out to dinner for cinco de mayo. And I am actually feeling content--and angry--what a weird combination.
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